Destroyer

All these one-sided conversations I’ve been having with God
Thinking even if I beat the odds
I will still be left here to feast upon my demons--
All them are shapeshifting into bait
Thinking I’ma lead them onto a fate
Different than the basis of me leaving scarred
I’d rather just eat them all
I’d rather just see them fall
To their knees and beg for the beast to halt and be calm
I don’t agree at all with that nonsense
I cannot bottle up any longer
This ain’t a warning, I would not call it
Cause I am not the one with the problem
I got my fucking solvents
So keep away 'fore I fucking off ya
Destroyer
I will destroy ya
Destroyer
I will destroy ya
Destroyer
I will destroy ya
Destroyer
I will destroy ya
They’re happier than me
Let’s see if they still smile when they’re battling the beast
Know I’ll gladly let you bleed
Cause that’s all that’s been happening in these moments
When it’s hopeless, often zoning in and out the fucking motions
Overdosing off the potion, losing power cause it’s potent
It got me choking. feeling so-so and so soulless
But these ghosts just told me «yo, this isn’t over»
And my screams were always silenced
Out of fear, they kept me down
Tell me, when all the sirens
Are all you hear, what you’ll do now?