Lost in the New Real

Just a few ancient questions left, Mr. L
What the hell is real?
Who am I and why not …
Why don’t we smell the roses anymore?
When do we get another shot?
Truly, madly, magic seven (?) and from sand to dust and dust to earth
momma … yours (Voight-Kampff)
Drifting
In a world I don’t belong
My (?)
How can I face this life alone?
I do remember
Like it was yesterday
You and me together
Back in the different age
Reaching
For the ghosts haunting my mind
Dreaming
Of the ones I left behind
Hopeless
There is nothing I can do
Knowing
I can live only with you
I do remember
Like it was yesterday
You and me together
Back in the different age
Why did you bring me back?
(Like a lab rat in a maze)
Am I dead or alive?
(What's all these (?) stuck in my brain)
Why did you wake me up?
Why was I revived?
(Is this all some game?)
(Lost in this maze)
So this is the end
(Why did you bring me back?)
(Like a lab rat in a maze)
Or maybe a start
(Am I dead or alive?)
(With all these (?) stuck in my brain)
Someone help him stand
(Why did you wake me up?)
(Locked in this virtual game)
Can’t find the way out
(Why was I revived?)
Is this all some game?
I could decide to stay here and dream on forevermore
To live without the danger and the fear I felt before
A life of devout of sadness, no more suffering and pain
In a realm of made belief within the limits of my brain
But can I really fool myself?
(Could I (?) this lucid dream)
Into believeing I’m still me
(In this mind-machine technology)
A synthetic state of consciousness
(Could I be a part of history?)
I am therefore I think
(Could I dream forevermore?)
(Without the fear I felt before)
(There'll be no suffering and pain)
Withing the comforts of my brain
I remember dying
Fading into black
I remember dreaming
I was (?)
A new real; A paradise
(Fighting and (?) — a new home)
A new real; A world of lies
(Confusion, delusion)
I am alone
A new real; A broken dream
(Serenity, destiny — a new home)
A new real; A cold machine
(Mistaken, Forsaken)
I am alone
Please swith me off
I am sure now
I don’t belong
In this new real
Please shut me down
I am fine now
Thanks for the dream
You can switch me off
Now I know this is not real
I can’t trust the way I feel
I’m alive but in a dream
Am I only a machine?