I'm Sorry

It was cold like a winter day
In pouring november rain
Everything felt numb
What have we become?
I never saw the signs
How could I be so blind?
Did I close my eyes?
'Cause your heart was full of lies
November is a nightmare that will chase me after all you've done
I'm sorry, november just wake me when you're gone
Is there someone who can help me change the calendar?
Don't wanna remember, November, you don't exist no more
I'm sorry
I wanted you more than life
I think of it all the time
You were my ray of light
My guide through lonely nights
You said you were in love
But I guess I was not enough
You left me in the shade
Now our light will fade away
November is a nightmare that will chase me after all you've done
I'm sorry, november just wake me when you're gone
Is there someone who can help me change the calendar?
Don't wanna remember, November, you don't exist no more
'Cause this mountain is to high
I don't have the strength to climb
Im sorry, November, I'm sorry
Without oxygen I can't breathe
I'm losing ground underneath
My heart cannot take it
Not willing to fake it
I need to forsake 'cause I cannot maintain this
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
Is there someone who can help me change the calendar?
I'm sorry, November, I'm sorry
'Cause november changed my life
I will have to say goodbye
I'm sorry, November, I'm sorry
Now tell me is there someone who can help me change the calendar?
Don't wanna remember, November, you don't exist no more
'Cause November changed my life
I will have to say goodbye...
I'm sorry, Novemeber, I'm sorry