Now I Know

I let you down, screwed up again
Couldn’t hold out until the bitter end
This time I really thought I’d be fine
One more chance for me to make up my mind
I didn’t try because I didn’t care
Missed opportunities all were there
I knew it all but I just couldn’t see
Let down is all I know and all I’ll be
Why do I listen to what they say?
When nothing ever goes my way
I see the fiction before the fact
Now I know there’s no turning back
Now I know, now I see
But is it too late for me?
I never wanted to captain the side
Won’t be the medal you wear with pride
So many things that you can’t have
So many ways for me to make you sad
Well I don’t care about the words you said
I’ve forgotten wishing I was dead
The time has come to make my own way
Failure is a word I still won’t pay
Why do I listen to what they say?
When nothing ever goes my way
I see the fiction before the fact
Now I know there’s no turning back
Now I know, now I see
But is it too late for me?
Why do I listen to what they say?
When nothing ever goes my way
I see the fiction before the fact
Now I know there’s no turning back
Now I know, now I see
But is it too late for me?