Hummingbird

Silence fills my ears
There’s only a hum
An echo of my thoughts
Left unsaid
A piece of yesterday
Retains your voice
You spoke familiarly
To an unfamiliar
Drowned by the shame
I still can hear it now
How we fell apart
Before her smiling eyes
Behind your pretty nape
I became so small
I am screaming
Days come through the door
Giving me a ride
It’s been so tiring
Being undead
I’m sending back the tears
To you, my friend
I kill the hummingbird
I don’t need them anymore
Drowned by the shame
Still recall it now
How we fell apart
Before her smiling eyes
Behind your pretty nape
I became so small
Wings are beating