Raging Through the Thick and Heavy Darkness of a Bloodlust

I am gone, done
Put petrol and a match to everyone
I am Kurtz and I have turned
Away from everything that makes a person good
I am at war with my own mind
And if I said what I was thinking you would think that I had lost it this time
If I offered explanations they would barely break the silence and would leave
behind no reasons
As to why I am unfound, a lost plot
Raging through the thick and heavy darkness of a bloodlust
I am Hyde swallowed whole
By a poison that splits the mind, distorts flesh and bone
Flesh and bone
I don’t care if it gets easier, I just want it over.
I am Kurtz and I have turned
Away from everything that makes a person good
I am Hyde swallowed whole
By a poison that rots the mind and splits apart the soul
Flesh and bone