Suffer

Took my heart for a ride
Left me broken when you left my side
I can at least say that I tried
I was lost, you weren’t there
When I died inside
I was lost, you weren’t there
When I died inside
I don’t want you to stay
I know I’ve let you down
A thousand times before
I promised I’d change but
You’ve heard it all before
Pointed your finger in my face
Like you deserved no blame
But even through the pain
I still loved you the same
I can’t believe that you did this
With so much ease
But now I’m begging you please
Stay away from me
And let me grieve
Now that it’s over
Let me suffer in peace
Leave me alone
I don’t need your influence
Leave me out of your new life because you’re
Too selfish to understand the gravity
Of the choices you’ve made
You led me astray everyday
Then you threw it all away
And maybe someday
Ill succumb to the pain
And I’ll forget your name
Three minutes isn’t long enough to explain
The way I feel today
What’s going on in my brain
I only wish that I could find a way
To rid myself of the shame
And the blame
The unendurable
Pain
I don’t want you to stay
And now it’s over
I hope you suffer
I don’t want you to stay
I don’t want you to stay