Empty Head

I’ve watched my family fall and been held up by my friends
Then watched my friends fall, where does it end?
I’ve seen the people I love the most fade away
Everything I wanted to protect is leaving me
Leaving me
I’ve lost the last piece of my own humanity
Trying to keep it all, trying to keep it together
Looking back at myself, this moment lasts forever
Trying to keep it all, trying to keep it all inside
I look into myself and I find
Darkness, an empty head
Unravelling day by day in my bed
Darkness, an empty soul
I look inside and find I’ve lost control
Trying to keep it all, trying to keep it together
Looking back at myself, this moment lasts forever
Trying to keep it all, trying to keep it all inside
I look into myself and find
Trying to keep it all, trying to keep it together
Looking back at myself, this moment lasts forever
Trying to keep it all, trying to keep it all inside
I look into myself and find
Trying to keep it inside
Pretending that I am fine
And when my mind starts to die
I open my eyes
But I only see darkness
Fuck
I’ve lost the last piece of my own humanity