Spit You Out

Left to rely on myself, bleeding and crying for help
This constant self pity’s a bitch, it’s just the cards I was dealt
Endless asking what is wrong with me?
Live a day in my shoes then you’ll fucking see
What?!
And then you’ll fucking see
What! What!
Born a burden, a stain, so worthless
Never learnt to speak up for myself
It’s always been this way
I’m just the trash you throw out at the end of the night
Nothing to hold onto right? That’s always been my life
And I can not get out of my head
The thoughts you left, they taste of regret
Bitter and sour, I spit them out
I spit you out, I spit you
Always searching for acceptance but there’s nothing there
Just the freak who everyone looks at and won’t come near
Do you know what it’s like to feel so worthless and so alone?
To have to grow up in a broken home
This home is fucking broken
And I’ll just bleed myself dry
Trying to fix something that’s always been dead
It’s always been dead
And I can not get out of my head
The thoughts you left, they taste of regret
Bitter and sour, I spit them out
I spit you out
Yeah!
And I can not get out of my head
The thoughts you left, they taste of regret
Bitter and sour, I spit them out
I spit you out, I spit you