Another Perfect Storm

It’s another sleepless night
And another perfect storm
You pretend that it will be
Nothing more
You have only just begun
And already feel defeated
By everything you’ve ever done
Before
And it feels like everything will turn
And you feel defined by what you were
It’s the dark before the light
It’s exactly what you needed
You might never know the why
But you’ll be fine
You don’t have to be afraid
Of what can be repeated
It won’t have to end the same
This time
And it feels like everything will turn
And you feel defined by what you were
But deep inside you still feel something burn
Can it be this time the storm will not return?
It still haunts you late at night
It won’t go until you leave it
You would give up everything
Because you can’t let go
Even though you know I’m right
You just don’t want to believe it
There is nothing left to fear
But you can’t leave it alone
And it feels like everything will turn
And you feel defined by what you were
But deep inside you still feel something burn
Can it be this time the storm will not return?