Not Today

Bottom of the bowl again
Life taking its toll again
Slept away the day
Nothing ever changes
I only ever see you in dark
Meet me here at two again
Tell me that you’re you again
Human and complete
Blood, bones, flesh and weakness
I only ever see you in the dark
You know I tore out the first page
Hating every word that I say
You know I tore out the first page
Turn up later, you’re at my door
Holding flowers that you have bought
Just for me
I can’t smile, not today
Wrapped up in the view again
Living just for you again
Lost all sense of self
Say you did it for your girl
I only ever see you in the dark
Almost found a place to stay and never fell so deep again
Spent your life alone
In the name of love
I only ever see you in the dark
You know I tore out the first page
Hating every word that I say
You know I tore out the first page
Turn up later, you’re at my door
Holding flowers that you have bought
Just for me
Turn up later, you’re at my door
You know I tore out the first page
Hating every word that I say
You know I tore out the first page
You know I tore out the first page
Hating every word that I say
You know I tore out the first page
Turn up later, you’re at my door
Holding flowers that you have bought
Just for me
I can’t smile, not today