Ex-Introvert

i’ve been rehearsing all night
my best impression of myself
but it needs more work
i’ve realized that i am
just a collection of thoughts and feelings
set in motion and animated
with certain tendencies to communicate
i see some patterns in my behavior
i could probably fake it if i wanted to
i might discover a new side of me
think I might be starting to be
who i’ve always hoped to be
self-aware to an extent
my inner monologue speaks for itself
«oh you’re just so introspective
and quiet»
that might be debatable
i guess i’m hard to get to know
i don’t want anyone
to think I’m not concerned
about others in return
i might discover a new side of me
think I might be starting to be who i’ve always hoped to be
i might discover a new side of me
i just wish it would come a little bit more easily
i might discover a new side of me
just by doing things that i probably wouldn’t usually
i might discover a new side of me
even if I don’t really feel any differently