Tooth Grinder

I wish I could pull this off me, the weight is dragging me down and it’s
getting exhausting
Frozen in time but the clock keeps ticking
I fear to look at my life and see that there is something I’m missing
Each day, I lay awake
Empty Inside looking for the next break
I am seeing and I am breathing but I am looking for a goddamn reason
As my jaw proceeds to separate off of my skull, I wonder how to dig myself out
of this hole
I try so hard, but I just can’t win. But here we go again
The weeks pile up and I’m ascending downward, always looking for a plan for the
next few hours
I lock it all in and I shut myself up. This is not normal, This is not me
Isolated and alienated, my foundation has been decimated
Forlon and fucking war torn
Problems of the world leave my face with a bitter scorn. Please return my
carnium
And no has one fucking word to say to elaborate on how everything is going to
be OK
Grief, despair, anger, animosity
I feel hollow, but filled up with sorrow, but I keep my head up for a better
tomorrow
Grinding my teeth down flat. Morning comes along and my incisors are gone
Lift the curse off of my face
Relieve me of my burden, so I can know my own name
Take a deep breath and blow away the storming rain
I want to reassume my body. I want you to recognize my face
If I could turn back time to a better day, then maybe I would stop grinding my
teeth