Struggle

Grabbed the notepad as I picked up a pen
And the gold plaque is the shit Imma win
It happened so fast, how’d I end up within
This mixup I’m in, tryna rid all my sins
And I stay driven cause I spit it for the youth
So I’m straight spilling every feeling in this booth
Give a fake listening a little bit of truth
I spit it great just to hint a little bit of proof
This bag of weed will have to leave my gravity
And actually advance me to a masterpiece
If you plan to be the majesty of rappin'
Then you practically been branded as a casualty
Hardest in the game, make it rain, no force
Hotter than a flame comin' straight out a torch
All they want is fame when they ain’t work for it
If you caught up in your lane, homie, change your course
Tryna be as skilled on the mic as I can be
Every night I chill while I write until I sleep
I’m tryna be as ill as Hepatitis with a C
Spit the tightest, been the type to minimize your team
Witness me prove it, this is deep music
Spendin' G’s cause he knows that he can recoup it
Winnin' streak, while these other weaks keep losin'
In that GT while you PT cruisin'
Avoidin' trouble, sometimes I feel annoyed enough though
That I could start a royal rumble
Destroy and crumble, but I swear the boy is humble
I just gotta voice my struggle
Let me vent
Let me vent
I really need to voice my struggle
Yes I need to voice my struggle
Tonight I came to voice my struggle
Can I just voice my struggle
I really need to voice my struggle
Yes I need to voice my struggle
Tonight I came to voice my struggle
Can I just voice my struggle
You witnessin' the thoughts that I jot
Listen, this is harder than rock, I’m sicker than a coffin that rots
The kid has been involved in a lot
Works hard but I still feel far from the top
Yet I still give every bar all I got
And I still shit on any song that I drop
Not many who can say they’ve got what I brought
So the option to stop is a «nah»
Tell me, was it all a risk?
10 years just to feel anonymous
How the fuck did I get involved in this?
Busy, you should check every call I’ve missed
Real name is Sef but they call me 'Lyst
And on the real, what I think my problem is
Is that people keep neglecting the heart I give
Sorta like my ex-girl sorta did
Fuck 'em, cause my fans gon' acknowledge it
Give me props on my efforts and accomplishments
And I’m blessed to be sent all these compliments
Cause I could help any motherfucker’s confidence
Growin' up, I was lonely with a cold heart
Now I’m slowly gettin' older with a slow start
And even though I’m killin' records like I’m Mozart
Somehow I always feel second like a co-star
(Let me vent) Fuck it though, all I know is go hard
And Imma always stay afloat like the Coast Guard
(Let me vent) But fuck it though, all I know is go hard
And Imma always stay afloat like the Coast Guard