Crash

You feel controlled by everyone in your life.
You still feel used even though you say yes.
Your still scared of the dark but only when they fight.
I could see what you wanted, see what you needed.
Guess I was just afraid to ask.
If you knew I would stumble, knew I could fail, why would you set me up to
crash.
You still don’t fell whole even though you found God.
You still drag up the past, it’s not who you are.
Believe you can speak, show them you’re not weak.
Is that what you want?
Is that what you are?
You knew I would fail, smile on your face.
Is that what you want?
Is that who you are?
You’d cut off my arms and see if I’d swim.