Rubber And Soul

In my mind I’m crawling on your floor
Vomiting and defeated, total absence of grace
Your reluctant voice saying
You decide your own fate
But I wear rubber bands 'round my soul
They keep me from crawling
And these rubber bands round my soul
They keep me from falling
In my repeated dreams
You stare at me with an empty gaze
You turn your back on me
And you search for more intriguing days
Loathing this, controlling this
Let me get a hold of this
So I wear rubber bands round my soul
They keep me from crawling
And these rubber bands round my soul
They keep me from falling
And then when you are not
In my dreams and not in my mind
But we are at the same place at the same time
Rubber no longer holds the borders of my soul