Unbreakable

How do I get through one single day here?
Hiding the hurt I will not let it show
Each day’s a nightmare, how can I stay here?
Am I unbreakable? I just don’t know
How hard I wish for someone who knew me
Who I’d feel safe with and take off this mask
Who would accept the tender and true me
Someone unshakeable, that’s all I ask
And my one lonely friend who I almost never see
A ray of sunlight never meant for me
What was I thinking?
Hard as a diamond trapped in a coal mine
I’m just a girl who is buried alive
I have a temper I can’t control mine
Am I unbreakable, will I survive?
But my friend, no, the prince, once was sweet and rather kind
Lonely me will slowly slip his mind
My hopes are sinking
Lost in the shadows, I’m so alone here
Just holding on 'til the day I can go
Hardship and cruelty’s all that I’ve known here
Am I unbreakable, truly unbreakable?
God, I hope so