Free Myself

When I look in my eyes, I can’t see myself, can’t believe myself
I’ve been living this lie, gotta free myself, gotta free myself
Sorry if I’m being cautious, cut the check and then I’m off it
I been running through the days, only care if it’s about a profit
Different bitches, different days, only care about em if they topless
I’m so tired of club hoppin and all these bottles I been poppin
For all these girls I don’t care for they’re just doing what they can
I did some things that don’t make me no man
I need someone who can really understand, really understand me
When I look in my eyes, I can’t see myself, can’t believe myself
I’ve been living this lie, gotta free myself, gotta free myself
Can’t believe that’s what I wanted, another night a broken promise
Put my poison in the water, I’m forgetting that’s somebody’s daughter
Trynna be a better man, soon enough my turn to be a father
When it’s time to pay for all my sins, I relapse on it again
I don’t wanna runaway, away, no more
I’m not trynna be the same, the same as before
As soon as I learn from all my mistakes, I made more, I made more
When I look in my eyes, I can’t see myself, can’t believe myself
I’ve been living this lie, gotta free myself, gotta free myself