Avian

Put this in my system then I’m on my way
Went from a bedroom to a spaceship bay
Back in my home, back to my ways
Look through my window, it’s infinite space
I’m in a purgatory splitting consciousness
And a dream state, but I never felt so awake
Or at least aware, I don’t ever care
I don’t even know what’s here but I
Feel it in my bones, feel it in my brain
Feel it in my soul, feel it in my veins
Tryna maintain over all the mundane
Looking at a melancholy life with such disdain
Lemme try to explain, lemme try to explain
Living life in technicolor where you all saw grey
Under a looking glass, the dimension never matters
Whatever you believe, through it you can perceive
The matter in my brain?
Resembles some fractals & hallucinogenics
The nerves melting together, bonding in wax poetics
Many claim to be tastemakers but don’t know aesthetics
Or honest and unapologetic phonetics
With all credit given to the creators
I should ask for request to go forward
Cause beyond the eccentric behavior
My vision could make a crater the size of the Earth’s core
Lately I’ve been playin chicken with fate
Or maybe it’s my inner demons adding this shit on my plate
But I ain’t into all of that
So I grew a pair and mushed em off like fall back
Everybodys spending energy on fake sympathy
Yet scrutinize and criticize the little things
Or emphatically correct themselves politically
To do that for your ego is bigotry
Pardon the rant I’m just on the cliff of epiphanies
Fishing for thoughts, addicted to it like nicotine
I don’t mean to intervene with your dreams
But this rise has been foreseen and now I
Feel it in my bones, feel it in my brain
Feel it in my soul, feel it in my veins
Tryna maintain over all the mundane
Looking at a melancholy life with such disdain
Lemme try to explain, lemme try to explain
Living life in technicolor where you all saw grey
Under a looking glass, the dimension never matters
Whatever you believe, through it you can perceive
Couple niggas said they wanna kill me when they see me
But when I’m in their city they be actin Stevie
And it always amuses me, never actin abusively
Let em react foolishly, this behavior ain’t new to me
I am Alice
Place your tongue on this little white rabbit, it’s magic
Now that things will get graphic, this trip may be hazardous
Darkness, hard to dream or to breathe in this blackness
Falling through this vortex of nonsense and madness
Consumed by the greed in our actions
We build something, watch it crumbling
And when it’s gone, stand wondering, and feel nothing
Shield your eyes from the unseen
The rabbit will be with you in your dreams
So take a trip and peace your earthly ways, at the least
Wear that skirt, you bear the mark of the beast
Marked for the greed and what you feast
Marked for our skin, evergreen
We are armed to the teeth
But our souls be as white as the rabbit that we see
Feel it in my bones, feel it in my brain
Feel it in my soul, feel it in my veins
Tryna maintain over all the mundane
Looking at a melancholy life with such disdain
Lemme try to explain, lemme try to explain
Living life in technicolor where you all saw grey
Under a looking glass, the dimension never matters
Whatever you believe, through it you can perceive
Pay attention
Trust me when you been in my position
When there’s all these inquisitions based off frivolous suspicions
And you’re tryna deal with the transition
When times change and old friends become apparitions
Pray to something that you never get caught slippin
The dreams I had are turning into news like premonitions
The world keep spinning and I feel like I’m sittin
I just hope it isn’t me trippin 'cause I
Feel it in my bones, feel it in my brain
Feel it in my soul, feel it in my veins
Tryna maintain over all the mundane
Looking at a melancholy life with such disdain
Lemme try to explain, lemme try to explain
Living life in technicolor where you all saw grey
Under a looking glass, the dimension never matters
Whatever you believe, through it you can perceive