VayCay

I need to clear my mind, center my soul
But you don’t understand this ain’t about you (this ain’t about you)
You say you need new space, time to erase all the pain
And this ain’t about me (this ain’t about me)
And I don’t get it, you said you wanted love
And now its different, and I’m so stuck
And I don’t get it, you said you needed me
And now you dippin, and I don’t get it
I need to reconstruct, to give some fucks
Cause ive been down and out since you left (since you left)
I need to grasp control, or let it go and trust the Lord
Will lead me through (will lead me through)
And I don’t get it, I can’t be everywhere
And you say I’m missing, But I can’t be everywhere
And I don’t get it, what about me
I guess you won’t get it, until I leave
I don’t know whats right or wrong anymore
All I know is theres bills and pitchers being poured
All I know is bout degrees and things hoped for
Cause I’m so tired of the same things we buy in stores
And I’m so tired of being told imma make it
But what about my mental state and bitches naked
And what about cocaine in the bathroom
Thought I should be from another generation, until I found ain’t shit different
and the only thing missin is a simple contribution of insanity persistent to
believe love is real
But I guess that would kill, all your fairytales
So you keep playin games cause monopoly is real
I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m salty like Lawry’s
I just loved your body, your mind was straight potty
So who am I to believe in love, I guess I’m a resident of, Hypocrisy and
adamant lust