For Even My Mother Won't Find Me There

Cold, with my head down further
For my eyes were bleeding
You swore these eyelids wouldn’t break
Feeding of lies that shouldn’t shake me
Needing her legs wrapped further
So she can keep her decent
This time no fortune felt too break
Nor stride reflex my inner scapegoat
Leave me there
Don’t follow suit
Just try and root
My soul doesnt care
For even my mother won’t find me there
Since my mother’s road’s been shared
Cold, still there
Streaming the waters
Don’t you know me
My feet will leave without me
Trying to regain
It will be something
Girl now won’t you
Try to look on me
Try to regain