I'm Not Fooling Anyone

Every time you go
I’m waiting here alone
Wondering why all the pain
With never a thing to show
My heart is on my sleeve
And this is something that hurts
Then I tuck it far away
Become an actor for a day
But I’m not fooling anyone
And certainly not you
You know all of my games this time
You’re seeing right through me
You love me all the way
Way too much for me to let this go
So you say
Let your love show
The pain is almost gone
Or has it just begun?
This life is filled with grief
Seems like nothing can be won
Some struggle every day
Look for joy in every place
All the love that could be had
If we look for what we need
But I’m not fooling anyone
And certainly not you
You know all of my games this time
You’re seeing right through me
You love me all the way
Way too much for me to let this go
So you say
Let your love show
Oh, maybe I need some more
A little more of your love
Maybe I just need a lot more help
I need to drop my knees
Surrender all these sins
Oh, I’ll live within the things I keep
I feel I might just break
I’ve kept too much inside
And I feel that I am just so tired
I heard it on the street
That the best thing I can leave
Is a life that lives for free
And has nothing to do with me
'Cause this is not my home
It’s not where I want to be
All the joy that could be had
If we live for what we need
But I’m not fooling anyone
And certainly not you
You know all of my games this time
You’re seeing right through me
You love me all the way
Way too much for me to let this go
So you say
Let your love show