Spirit Breaker

My retina exposed
My memories outlined in gold
Hindsight bites back like a bitch and it’s got me in a fucking chokehold
I let what we had die and what we didn’t fester
Into this unrequited love that poured this ink to paper
I wish the best for you my dear
But you will never find that here
Spirit breaker, do me a favour
Cut me open, let me see inside
I’m more than a man, but a mess of a lover
Cut me open and you’ll understand
You will understand
I felt a turn in my chest
Like you had the key (Like you had the key)
Cold snapped across your hands
Breaking in two, leaving in me
It’s north or south motherfuckers
Take a pick
Which one will you choose?
I am reluctant to move
'Cause there’s nowhere to go between a rope and a railroad
Oh
The fault, the guilt
Look at the blood we spilt
Loneliness is a hell of a drug
And I can’t get enough
Spirit breaker, do me a favour
Cut me open, let me see inside
I’m more than a man, but a mess of a lover
Cut me open and you’ll understand
Tell me it’s all in my head
Tell me it’s all make believe
You gave too much that I had to leave
Spirit breaker, do me a favour
Go
I wished the best for you my dear
I wished the best