Demons

I don’t wanna joke no more
I don’t wanna be the clown
My smile fades in the night
And the tears come out when the lights go down
Why was I born this way
Why can’t I change
I’m tired of playing these wicked games inside my brain
Pre-Chorus
Is there something I’m missing
Cuz I felt fine
But they look at me different
I don’t know why
Is no one listening
Inside I’m screaming
I’m praying cuz these demons come alive when these angels sleep at night time
If heaven is a place on earth
Then why can’t I find it
I’m out of my mind
I don’t wanna hurt no more
I don’t wanna feel alone
I don’t wanna be at your party on the weekend
I just wanna head back home
Why do I feel this way
I can’t explain
The voices in my head causing me so much pain
Pre-Chorus
Is there something I’m missing
Cuz I felt fine
But they treated me different
I don’t know why
Is no one listening
Inside I’m screaming
I’m praying cuz these demons come alive when these angels sleep at night time
If heaven is a place on earth
Then why can’t I find it
I’m out of my mind
Bridge
Why do you punish me
I never hurt no one
Don’t you see me suffering
I’m a loaded gun
Wanna feel like I did as a kid
Wanna laugh like I was young
I never hurt no one
So why do you punish me
Why do you laugh at me
All the words you said
I can hear the muttering
Fucking with my head
It’s no fun being me when the noise so loud I can’t ignore
So why do you laugh at me
Is no one listening
Inside I’m screaming
I’m praying cuz these demons come alive when these angels sleep at night time
If heaven is a place on earth
Then why can’t I find it
I’m out of my mind