Unbelievable

I woke up crying this morning from having dreams about you again
Another day to live, but this time I’m here without you again
I daydream to pretend I’m with you, thinking that could numb the pain
Feel it when I’m wide awake, a cycle that I can’t escape
I didn’t even get the chance to tell you goodbye
I replay every single moment when they told me you died
I hear your voice inside my head, I hear the bullets collide
I wonder if thy got there sooner, thn you would’ve survived
Damn, why did they have to kill you and take you away from me
Why did they have to kill somebody who only had a dream
I’m asking and searching every night, I feel like that I’m failing you
Looking for your killer, their picture ends up on daily news
It hits me every November, I feel no warmth in the weather
I’m alone with my depression, and it gets worse in December
I sit and read all your letters, I build my anger and temper
But then I try to remember, that everyday will get better
Oh if you can see, my story unfold
I know that someone hears me, someone hears me yeah
And I’m chasing that one and that’s all that I know
And now you’re mine, you’re mine, you’re my Unbelievable
I celebrate your birthday as I’m lighting the candles
I’m feeling weaker and weaker when I’m here losing my battles
It’s filling up my aggression, I feel nobody can’t handle
I’m picking all of the questions, I feel nobody can’t answer
You never had the chance to play your music, you left behind
I can’t let your legacy perish, gotta keep it alive
I never feeling like quitting music, when I hear fans recite
I wish you were here to meet them, if only you had survived
I’m learning through all of the struggles and through all of the mistakes
I wasted time to erase, but then I learned to embrace
When I’m performing my music, I feel you when I walk on stage
Sometimes I feel guilty, it should be you with the mic on stage
I wonder if you stayed alive, would everything have changed?
Would we go on tour together, would it just remain the same?
I guess this vision will forever live in my Daydream
Living in the present, but I’m used to the same theme
Oh if you can see, my story unfold
I know that someone hears me, someone hears me yeah
And I’m chasing that one and that’s all that I know
And now you’re mine, you’re mine, you’re my Unbelievable
Is this something worth the fight?
Cause I feel it so right
To go so many places, so many faces in the light
When you know your moving mountains
Who’s to tell you what you found then
And I just found a way to break through
And I took it out the sky, a dream come true
Oh if you can see, my story unfold
I know that someone hears me, someone hears me yeah
And I’m chasing that one and that’s all that I know
And now you’re mine, you’re mine, you’re my Unbelievable
Unbelievable, Unbelievable
Unbelievable, Unbelievable