I Surrender

I’m so tired of wandering
Ever since I set out on my own
These circles that I find myself traveling in
Leave the lonesome feeling that I am all alone
I’m petrified of the things that lurk around the corners of my mind
And I’m wandering through the wilderness of the mistakes I left behind
I need Your love to lead me home (I feel so far away)
All my strength is almost gone
I long to say
I don’t want to be alone tonight
I don’t want to spend another day broken down on the roadside
I’ve got no more strength to hide, so I surrender
I know that You see the mask I’m wearing
But have You noticed the tear that races down my cold porcelain cheek
I know that You’ve caught me staring
Trying to be the man that we both know I can and should not be
But You found the things that lurk around the corners of my mind
And I’m wandering through the wilderness of the mistakes I left behind