Shading

I’ve seen through the shading
And down to what’s within
Reach in, you will feel me
Lost and alone
You said I was what you were looking for
So why do I feel so empty?
And it seemed so real
Pulled from my grasp taken away
Am I nothing in your eyes?
Reaching out i feel
You were pulling away, never letting me in
I am nothing in your eyes
Day in day out I see you live your life again
A fool I stand here in waiting
In letters words and pictures, you profess your love to me
And to the last they were lies
The malice I should feel for your deceitfulness somehow always escapes me
And in the shading, between the words you said to me
I knew I’d be left empty