War of Nerves

Monday on the line, when you know that now’s the time
To leave and be free, aware of your destiny
When that moment arrives, world’s visions through the mind
And all I see is what used to be, my life could soon be a memory
I don’t ever wanna feel the pain
Wanna be ready when you call my name
I don’t ever wanna feel the fear
'Cause every night feels alright when you’re near
Battles through this war of nerves when your life, it takes a turn
What I have is what I fear, while in my mind you’re lying here
Fear that unholy dread, there’s a piece of me in all he says
All kinds of weird stuff inside my head, this stage fright in my own bed (ah…)
I don’t ever wanna feel the pain (ooh)
Wanna be ready when you call my name (ah…)
I don’t ever wanna feel the fear (ooh)
'Cause every night feels alright when you’re near
Don’t wanna be like a voice without word
Cause I need you here with me
Don’t wanna be alone in this world
No will I suppress my fear?
Don’t wanna beat this war of nerves
I don’t ever wanna feel the pain (ooh)
Wanna be ready when you call my name (ah…)
I don’t ever wanna feel the fear (ooh)
'Cause every night feels alright when you’re near
I don’t ever wanna feel the pain (ooh)
When it’s over, will I feel the same? (ah…)
I don’t ever wanna feel the fear (ooh)
This war of nerves that I reserve for when you’re here
I don’t ever wanna feel the pain (ooh)
I’m feeling hurt but I feel no shame (no-no-no-no-no-no)
I don’t ever wanna feel the fear (ooh)
Do I deserve these cruel words we have here?