Last Goodbye

I want to go in a blaze of glory
My picture in the psper
With a small covering story
On the next page a eulogy by my mum
A little praise for her little boy
The one that she called son
So if that leaves you lonely
Well you brought it on yourself
You never even trusted me
When I said there was no one else
No disrespect intended
But the faewell won’t be fond
For the love it died
Each time you lied
An ever weakening bond
And now it’s time to say goodbye to you
And all the pain you put me through
If you were a friend
You’d be there when I needed you
Everything is closing in
I try to talk but where to begin
One final sigh, my last goodbye
Engulfing flames, I close my eyes
I think of you as the heat consumes me
As I lose you to another guy
You lose me for eternity
Torment and tears from another wasted year
Conscious of the way I felt
You blamed me for the cards you dealt
Never even told me
What you claimed that i’d done wrong
Just made me feel unwelcome
Said we couldn’t carry on
You always got so caught up
In your ideals of perfection
Never even realised
You’d bought a misconception
As the burns higher
I look at my past
What a shame to think you’ll miss me
That i’ll get the last laugh
Why was it that I loved you
When you treated me that way
The question stays unanswered now
On this my final day
As I come to end my life now
I look back with no regrets
It wasn’t me who was guilty
Of the friendship being wrecked
You had no comprehension
Or you should have spoken up
For your bitter words, I always heard
Louder than those