The Lonely Talking

What just happened?
I think I lost my mind
Counted down the last fourteen days
Two weeks of wasted time
Hands at 10 and 2
Holding on to what is left
I catch a glimpse of your back in my rear view
Like a punch in the gut with every step
That wasn’t me, it was the lonely talking
She shows up every now and then
The girl you see got lost in something you said
This isn’t what I wanted, it’s just the lonely talking
Waves of wanting
Swaying 'cross your kitchen floor
The slightest wind and I give in
As you steer into the perfect storm
Why did I leave and why did you let me
Drive away in a whiskey-soaked blur?
Didn’t I seem strong on the outside?
'Cause I was trying damn hard to hide the hurt
That wasn’t me, it was the lonely talking
She shows up every now and then
The girl you see got lost in something you said
This isn’t what I wanted, it’s just the lonely talking
She’s telling me that I really need this
Suddenly you’re the only one
She says that I don’t deserve this
When will I learn that I will never find someone?
That wasn’t me, it was the lonely talking
She shows up every now and then
The girl you see got lost in something you said
This isn’t what I wanted, it’s just the lonely talking