June 26th, 1998

I’ve been let down, ungently
Left to ponder what’s taken place
I repair my keep starin' at his small sleepin' face
Everything’s a phase and I’ve come such a long way
I’ve given all to appease
And I’ve owned enough hell to pay
Strategy is my biggest tool in
This universal tournament
(Verse lives) inducing turbulence
To touch my pertinence
It’s all so enlightening
It always above
The ultimate prevail, of a moment
Forces interlocking fusing ethereal motion
Life is but a deal, so many noble notions
Good breakfast, make a checklist
Alphabetize my records
All this struggling that I endure has made my back and neck hurt
That slab of worms and roots we rape to rot in
It wasn’t my fault, I thought
And thought, yet it’s taunt…
Expand through the stages, everyday’s a knew planet
But still flew uncompletion after I run the gamut
Nature, health, knowledge, success
Woman, man, trust, progress
Culture, frailty, healing, destiny
Endurance, family, science, society
The music, the soul, healing,
Health, security, drugs, time…
Trials, hunt, advanced, innocence
Smiles, love, chance, relevance
(Doseone/All: What is the meaning of life?)
Commission myself to a cause, but of course
I want some exchange, the sun dying feeling
Is the strongest in my emotion range
Passion position it, now hunger
For the kisses, convulsing
Lusting, clutch me, hold me
Touch me, thrusting, thrusting
We all at my anger, grutted and gritted
As we rummage in the aftermath, we attain nothing that we wanted
Easy is chosen, but «hard is to ground» understood
Drawing a front line thin between mustn’t and should
At ease, no worrying scurrying around to accomplish
That’s all taken care of, relax, no need to ask
It hurts so good, misunderstood
I wouldn’t leave it even, even when I wish that I could
And from here all is clear
Playthings become anew, I knew it all
I always thought beyond my imagination
My perception’s a misleading tool
Of gravity, of relativity, of no accord
An earthly genuine attempt to clone what is formed
What it’s beholding moulding, constantly expanding
And constructing, there’s no foreseen or happening
Obstructing
The pure reason random beyond results
Always shaping or happened, it’s fates only
Voice gang rape by talent medium in question
Impregnated by all three of 'em, invade expression
We’ll just take a cylinder to symbolise
The presence of no presence, hollow in courage
Shake in the space of it’s worthlessness
A slow gather of scars peddles and appearances
As a firm grasp becomes one composite experience
From oil and sludge, a new shadow strikes the planets
In the beginning there was darkness, womanness and mannish
All the way to, up, up and away to
Take the steps through the gate that
Separates the garden from the snakes
Open my information highway to intake
To fill this puddle for us swelling
Transition to a lake
… Wrinkle of energy from empty
A duty, weathering the damage to fix
This is why I’m here, where are my trophies?
Give me back my land and heart and family
Man, I’m parched
What you need, identical to what I hold above your head
Take heed, read my gospel, memorize all that I said
Next, make it better than the last was built
Next, do it again this time, looking
That which you were dealt
Nature, health, knowledge, success
Woman, man, trust, progress
Culture, frailty, healing, destiny
Endurance, family, science, society
The music, the soul, healing,
Health, security, drugs, time…
Trials, hunt, advanced, innocence
Smiles, love, chance, relevance
(Doseone/All: What is the meaning of life?)
Fortune, health, knowledge, success
Woman, man, trust, progress
Culture, faith. healing, destiny
Endurance, family. science, society
Music, soul, healing, mind
Health, security, drugs, time
Trial, hunts, advanced, innocence
Smiles, love, chance, relevance