Alex

Okay
Abuela died, had to realign
Feels like nothing on the outside is real as what’s inside
Having thoughts of suicide
Will I live to 25? I don’t know
Either way, I’ll never die cuz my name written in stone
Feel my soul, let my spirit fly
Think I wanna cry
I been dealing with some shit that got me fuck up deep inside
Getting high
Just don’t make me feel alive
Like it used to
Trynna link up with my highest self, like it’s Bluetooth
Yuh!
Feel like no one really understand me
See me for who I was, but dont see me for who I can be
I’m planning the greatest thing you’ve ever never seen
Love and hate it’s all the same I’m too busy chasing a dream
I got demons in my family tree
That shit bother me
So I walk this lonely road
I just wanna know where it leads
Seventeen
I was on my own
Focused writing verses
Ain’t nobody sing along
Fast forward now I reversed it
Purposeful
That’s how I move
I remember sleeping on the floor in the dorm rooms
3 am and I was trippin off the shrooms
Only got one life, boy what the fuck you gon do?
Yeah
I was 19
With a fire in my heart
Focused on the wrong things
Weed, pussy, and shopping carts
I would drive a whole hour for a kiss
I ain’t even get it, drove my ass home pissed
But fuck it
I was young
Now I’m 21
Drop two albums in 4 months
Everyone who ain’t believe in me, right now is looking dumb
Out in public, strangers saying that my new shit bumps
I’m from the 818 but shawty phone is 661
Got the city heating up like I’m that SoCal sun
So if somebody talking shit, just know you talking bout the one
Came a long way from writing verses in detention
And skipping class just to spark a blunt to ease the tension
Lessons learned, dropped out the University
Got some things I can’t explain, between the universe and me
Plus my nan in heaven, I know that she pulling on some strings
That’s a bond that can’t be broken, 99-infinity
Fore' she died I told her nan, I promise that I’m gonna make it
They don’t give it to me then I promise that I’m gonna take it
My name Alex like The Great, they gon love it, they gon hate it
Either way, the boy a legend so respect it when you say it
And I’m gone