Can I Begin

As much as I’ve been trying to say
As much as I appear okay
Been holding on pretending like nothing’s wrong
There’s many things I wanna seem
But first of all I’ve gotta see me cos I can’t breathe
Now that we’re over, life’s getting colder
Trying so hard to feel the sun
Can I begin to relive my life and release all the pain inside
Overdone now I wanna love again
Everyday is a different vibe, up and down like a fairground ride
Overdone now
How can I begin? How can I begin?
Not trying to win, how can I begin to love again?
Situated in my bed
Pictures running through my head
Some are good, some I wish I’d never look no, no
The probability of me feeling down and lonely
I’m no longer scared
Now that we’re over, life’s getting colder
Trying so hard to feel the sun
Can I begin to relive my life and release all the pain inside
Overdone now I wanna love again
Everyday is a different vibe, up and down like a fairground ride
Overdone now
How can I begin? How can I begin?
Not trying to win, how can I begin to love again?
Hold on when all the hope is gone
I’m staring at the ending and I’ll just move on
Fall down still wearing my crown
Nothin’s gonna hurt me cos what goes around comes around
Now that we’re over, life’s getting colder
Trying so hard to feel the sun
Can I begin to relive my life and release all the pain inside
Overdone now I wanna love again
Everyday is a different vibe, up and down like a fairground ride
Overdone now
How can I begin? How can I begin?
Not trying to win, how can I begin to love again?