Beginning in an Ending

Every day has a beginning and ending
Just like every life has a start and finish
July is gone
Like the gasoline it took
To make the circle again
Florida to Florida, by the way of America
Cocaine and soda
Playing Tetris in our underwear
We take turns reading letters
I read the haiku and you move your nails across my legs
In your arms, I don’t know who I am
Taking all I know about nihilism
And trying to build it into a life
With your thought in mind, I walk the streets down to the shore
And I sink into the Pacific
This is everything up to now ending
It was nice to believe for a while