nothing [i swear that's all]

Thousand miles away
I feel you calling out to me
I’m nothing but an apparition
You put blind faith in me
Leave our worlds behind
As our stories come to pass
Leaving holes inside my words
Like bullet through the glass
Look me in my eyes
And tell me that you love me
Rip away my skin
You’ll find nothing left within
A shell of your former self
You’ve lost all your wit
Dumb me down and let me pout
I know i have no worth
Twist your words just like a snake
And let them strangle me
Crying out for help
As your tears pierce my skin
This life is such a nightmare
And i just wanna fall asleep
Paranoid and losing faith
I need some clarity
Find words in the ashes
As my bridges burn away
I finally feel alone
So what i am still afraid of
Lost a thousand words
So my mouth will flutter shut
There’s no one left to keep me safe
I should’ve let you in
No matter what the clouds say
I always leave you out
No matter what the clouds say
I always leave you out