Jaded

I declare myself an overthinker
Spend too much time being in my head
Tryna chase these strings, had to grow up quicker
In a world that doesn’t always make sense
Met so many people throughout the years
And still here
So many place, been lost in the crowd
But lately I’m tripping, tryna find some solid ground
Mmh, I’d do it again, fall so hard and I never regret
But if that pedestal tears, will they still say I made it?
I been up on cloud 9, flew so high I’ve been skimming the sky
So why am I feeling like this? When did I get so jaded?
Take photos out the airplane window
Only posting when I’m at my best
And I tell myself that I’m a winner
And I think to live up to the illusion of success
I’ve had my setbacks, more than a few
Better start giving up and quitting is the last thing I would do
'Cause I got a vision, and I see it through
I’m learning to trust myself and change my point view
Mmh, I’d do it again, fall so hard and I never regret
But if that pedestal tears, will they still say I made it?
I been up on cloud 9, flew so high I’ve been skimming the sky
So why am I feeling like this? When did I get so jaded?
I got so
I got so jaded
I got so
When did I get so jaded?