DESIGNLESS

As I stare the white wall
Thoughts keeping cloud in my vision
Short white boy
Long hair
Special edition
Janoski pair of skate shoes
Walking for no reason
Ain’t gonna get no fuckin rest
Upon completing my mission
But noo
Free your soul
Either way there’s no controlling it
In the flow
Just cannot find the determinent
Like John doe
Nameless in the fuckin universe
I cannot find my self until I kill the shit I think is me
Fuck am I thinking
What is the reason
I’m hittin the ceiling
Im drinking and pissin
Again and again
Start with no end
Life with a capital L
Stuck in a shell
Trapped in this world I can’t tell with a ring of a bell and a hell of a tab
All save ourselves
Existence can be both bliss or hell
Ima be aligned for the first time
Ima live a lie on the next life
Always petrified when my hands tied
10 million ways to reset my mind is full
I can feel my bones shake
I feel the lid of my tomb reverberate
As it falls to the ground making stone break
I hear the calls of the hounds Cerberus awaits
My will and command I’ma make everybody bow down to me
You are pawn in this game you out yo league
Stay with the herd or you will go learn
My word is my bond and I vow to go burn
Soul and mind
Don’t you waste my time
I been through the grime
Ignoring every sign
That was thrown my way
But I’m here to stay
You better fuckin move and switch yo lane
I’ll never go back to the way I was
A demon reborn I will never go run
Again my friend
Out go the sun
I’m ready to slaughter I do this for fun
I’m taking everything inside my mind I thought I knew
And understood and now
Im putting it on display
For my eyes to see and analyze
Every shape of a lie that I threw away
To further all the tools in my mind
Ima murda all these fuckin
Fools on my time gonna purge ya name
Fuck ya herd mentality I’m doing me so free
A legend in the making
Some would call insane