Capsized

Yeah, fallin' fast, I get smacked by the concrete
Knees scraped while I get to spittin' out teeth
Heartbroke, but it been like that since seventeen
I’ve been gettin' pretty used to pourin' kerosine
Over everything, just to get me through the storm
That’s what you do when there’s nobody to keep you warm
Know I been a shelter to too many who can do the same
Take, take, take from my fire 'til they kill my flames
Stay, stay, stay, all I wanted anyone to do
Play, play, play with my heart, I think I’m overdue
Put someone who love me as completely as I tend to do
I get thinkin' 'bout it 'round the hours between ten and two
Wrong place, wrong time, who am I supposed to find?
I thought it was you but you showed me you were never mine
Everything was not enough
I still got a heart but the cracks started addin' up
I just wanna know how, I just wanna know how
You can take someone who just lifts you up and decide you can let them down
I just wanna know how, I just wanna know how
How you look in my eyes while the ship capsize and decide you can let me drown
I just wanna know how, I just wanna know how
I just wanna know—
How you gonna treat me like the only one