Who I Am

This is who I am
One that I’ve been waiting for
I picture all my problems
As something that I love
I know it sounds insane
I think it’s intriguing
But that’s just who I am
This is who I am
Deadly force of nature
I’m the one that they call Satan
Among the awful dead
But really it’s okay
There’s really nothing to it 'cause
That’s just who I am
Till my hair falls out
And I’m looking for a concept
I’m looking for a hookline
I want my next attempt
To be the best
And I’m wanting to have meaning
I’m wanting to be smart
But I dropped the bulb
This is who I am
Someone who looks down to those
Unacquainted people who’re
Always looking up
I know it’s not okay
I think that I’m ignorant
But that’s just who I am
Till my hair falls out