Off My Chest

You cannot knock my confidence, nah
I have travelled all the continents
From a young age I’ve learned the taste of the fine wine
It’s just the companies' compliments
See, I was busy taking pictures now I’m focused on my scriptures
This insanity is unknown
I’ve been busy building back my bridges
I guess the proof is in the pudding 'cause
Now I’m working more but I’m seeing less
I cleanse my chakras and I’m staying blessed
Cleansing my sins in the rivers
The purest of energy always within us
I wanna see mumzy escape to them villas
'Cause she’s got my back when I’m making decisions
Under New Knowledge is no mistake in the visions
I thank mum for raising a man
I thank my pops for the wisdom
Come a long way without a staple pot to be pissing
I used to love how Cupid’s taking shots and he’s missing
You coming back there’s more chance of me winning
Fake lottery tickets, I’m taking shots to the system
To numb the pain of losing that person I loved so hard
Got to be kidding, why’s love so hard?
And I don’t know, but every L is a lesson
And every lesson’s a blessing so I love these scars
Every second was an hour now the months go fast
Babe, look at me now, I’ve come so far
See, I ain’t expecting your praises
'Cause your expectance was changes
Never contemplated resistance, nah
More like a couple rearrangements
And honestly my expectance was simply going the distance
You see I said this on the one, now my heart’s broken in two
Half the time, don’t even know what we were arguing for
Through our divisions, seeing multiplications
Now that we’re divided it’s time to search and discover
I just wanted you to know the amount of respect that I’m placing on you
For sticking by me while I was mentally breaking
Major steps to be taken
For a young woman who’s trying to balance her dissertations
See, time is the healer I haven’t text you in ages
It’s kinda mad when your inspirations become your rivals, but
That’s just how it’s meant to be
I knew this would happen eventually
It took patience but now it’s clear that
These manifestations they were sent to me to free up the minds of the blind
And for you to open up your eyes
To all the things that you were meant to see
I dance with my angel, avoiding the devil
And all of these negative entities
They still think they’re crafty pulling on my leg
I’ve got one-hundred more just like a centipede
I know you think I play my position my bro
But just know this mission here is heavenly
Extremely sensitive to this energy
So now it’s coco water over Hennessy
I’m plant based
I’m in the kitchen contemplating recipes
Like epi-vegan now I’m feeling stronger than I’ve ever been