Out Of Time

I’ve never felt so sober,
I’ve never felt the low that I feel tonight.
Your words made everything drag on and on.
I finally found her, and when I did I just couldn’t make things right.
Is this really happening? Oh, God, I think I just ruined my life.
What the fuck am I doing?
I can’t tell the difference from wrong and right.
I second guess my decisions
'Cause I haven’t been this person in my whole life
I think I need something new here
When I keep longing for what I had.
No need for second opinions,
I do the best I can to ruin what I have.
Come on.
Don’t think you’ve got to go in alone here,
I’ve got nothing left to hide.
You’re dying, just make up your mind.
I thought this was what you wanted,
Someone who gets everything right (gets everything right.)
I thought this was what you wanted,
Someone to put you first in their life,
'Cause we’re running out of time.
Let’s have three cheers for the new year (hey, hey, hey)
Here’s to hoping it’s not as bad.
This wasn’t part of my vision
The optimist in me swore we could make this last, but no.
You ruined my favorite records,
Listen to them and I think of you.
I just hope you remember,
All of the countless times that I believed in you for what.
Don’t think you’ve got to go in alone here,
I’ve got nothing left to hide.
You’re dying just make up your mind.
I thought this was what you wanted,
Someone who gets everything right (gets everything right.)
I thought this was what you wanted,
Someone to put you first in their life,
'Cause we’re running out of time.
Just know that it kills me
When I hear anything to do with you.
You won’t see it, but believe me,
I need to be right where you are.
You know that I’m leaving, leaving
And you won’t hear till a year from now.
And this kills me,
'Cause now I think that everything’s, everything’s about you
I thought this was what you wanted,
Someone who gets everything right (gets everything right.)
I thought this was what you wanted,
Someone to put you first in their life,
'Cause we’re running out of time.
Don’t think you’ve got to go in alone here,
I’ve got nothing left to hide.
You’re dying just make up your mind